A Beginner’s Mind: From Ball-Hating HDR to Basketball Coach

BY JENNY HEDLEY – In this reflective essay, a time-poor single mother and PhD candidate accidentally takes on the role of basketball coach as she seeks to achieve balance between scholastics and life.

Drawing on her practice-based research methods, she seeks an intellectual and embodied understanding of basketball to help her understand how to coach a sport that she has never before played. Ultimately, it is the guise of the beginner’s mind that allows her to risk failure both on the court and in the books, as she operates from a place of belief in potentiality and acts as her own best coach. 

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Jenny Hedley is a neurodivergent writer, critic, digital creator and PhD candidate whose work appears in Overland Literary Journal, TEXT Journal, Westerly Magazine, Rabbit, Archer Magazine, Cordite Poetry Review, Crawlspace, DIAGRAM, Mascara Literary Review, The Suburban Review, Verity La, the anthologies Admissions: Voices within Mental Health and Verge.

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